BLOG FROM THE PAST: A Fool's Dreamguy

Dear Jenny Rei,

(posted May 25, 2007)

a fool's dreamguy..

i remember how inlove i was back then..  madly, deeply..  the one we often called "patay na patay"..  after all these years (10 long years, i may add) i lost track of the reasons why my marriage is now a mess..

and now im here..  wishing, hoping, dreaming about him..

him..  the one who could understand my tantrums, my short-comings and tons of brat-like attitude..  told ya im a childish to a fault..  the one who would always think about me in a positive way..  the one who would treat me the way a wife truly deserve..  the one who can tell me how much he loves me, how much he value me, how he would die without me in his life, executed with so much passion that i think i'd nearly die with bursting feeling..

who has a strong faith in God, for there will be no better head than the one who looked upon Him..  who loves his mother so much, for it is said that the one who does will definitely be a great husband someday..  a spoiler uncle to his nieces and nephews, because the one who loves children, will surely be a great father to his own..

the one who's willing to say he's sorry when he knows its his fault, and will make up for it in no time..  the one who doesn't care much about birthdays, anniversaries, valentine's day, mother's day, christmas, new year et all, for he treat everyday as special as those occasions combined..

a sweet and thoughtful one..  who will text me that he missed me already when he just left for work around 5mins or so..  the one who's full of surprises, like innocently asked me to listen to all of our favorite songs and will hand me a cd-burn copy afterwards..

who can crack jokes like no other..  has a great pick-up..  the one who would answer my test in a hilarious way, like when im feeling insecure about my looks so i would point to a pretty girl and would asked him if he finds that girl pretty, then all of the sudden he would say "i dunno, all i know is mas maganda ako sa kanya" and would do the ricky reyes tone - a rather unique way to ease my insecurities and another way of telling me that he's not interested about any other girls but me..

and a lot more..

does a guy like that exists?  or im just reading too much tagalog romance novel?  oh well, cant blame me, im a hopeless romantic fool..  i once thought that maybe its better to fall inlove with those fictitious characters in pocketbooks, coz they can't hurt you..  that's the wonder about dreaming - it offers unlimited possibility, all out, imagine as much as you want, as long as your consciousness permits, as far as your sanity takes you and the great deal about it?  its FREE ü..

so just leave me be..  dreaming for me, is nice..

May 25, 2007 in Dreaming About Him | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)