BLOG FROM THE PAST: To All The Girls He Loved Before (Season Finale)

Dear Jenny Rei,

(posted August 6, 2007)

to all the girls he loved before.. (season finale)

why is she doing this?  stories as bitter as this should be kept, right?  because its so humiliating to let others know that your marriage life is a mess, that you've been a battered wife for a couple of times in your life, that you're a good-for-nothing wife so your husband cheats on you oh-so-many-times, that your in-laws doesn't like you very much, that all the while you're just pretending to be a jolly person pero napaka-drama pala ng buhay mo..

then why is she doing this?

would you believe that his and her family doesn't know the real stories behind those endless fights before?  when they fight, she never tell her family about that..  and when her in-laws would care to ask, she doesn't even bother explaining..  so all those years, her husband is enjoying the part of the aggrieve party..

kasi hindi sya maasikasong asawa kaya nambababae ang asawa nya..  kasi lalakero sya kaya tama lang na magdusa sya..  kasi hindi sya marunong makisama sa byenan nya kaya walang amor sa kanya ang mga ito..  kasi hindi sila close ng hipag nya kaya kinunsinti nito ang kuya nya na i-girlfriend ang kaibigan nya..  kasi nagger sya kaya tuloy laging naiinis sa kanya ang asawa nya..  kasi ang taba-taba at ang pangit-pangit nya kaya naghahanap ang asawa nya ng mas maganda't seksi..

its ALL her fault..  that's what they all think..

they had an agreement, she will stay and will give him his last and final chance..  for the last time, she'll play stupid and would consider giving their marriage a chance..  and along with that, she promised herself that she'll gonna shout it to the world and would finally file a legal separation when her husband cheats on her again..

he agreed..  and being true enough to his words, her husband showered her with material things while he's working abroad..  and her husband's family is wondering why is he being good to her when she's just a good-for-nothing-lalakerong-asawa?  well, that's what they think of her, right?  when he's buying her this and that, his family couldn't help but raise an eyebrow..  even their house-helper is her mother-in-law's "eyes" inside their house..  she's(the house-helper) reporting to her(the mother-in-law) everything she(the wife) do, how many times she went out, how many hours she spent outside, where she goes and what did she do..

she (the mother-in-law) even commented to her husband that its better if he would take her abroad with him na rin daw..  let's face it, coz they think that manlalalake lang sya dito, now that her husband is away..

can't blame them, coz they didn't know that her husband is sort-of paying for all the troubles he did for the past years..  troubles that everyone think is her fault..  the only people that knows the truth is her, her husband and now you, dear readers..

so please be her witness when the time comes..

but, can anyone blame her for falling out of love to her husband?  that she's staying for now just for the sake of the kids..  so many things have happened, and even if she's superwoman's long lost cousin, her heart grows tired of all these rin..  money can't bring her love back, he should know that..  but they can try to work things out for the sake of the kids..  so when the time comes that they both discover that it's really hopeless, no one can make sumbat to each other..

August 06, 2007 in Stories From Nowhere | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)