quote ba?

“Some of life’s best lessons are learned at the worst times.”

Yeah, probably true.

In my case, I consider the worst times of my life are those times when I was pregnant with my daughters.   

First time was year 2001-2002.  I was jobless, and so is my husband.  Genius idea, instead of looking for a job to provide for his family, he decided to continue studying instead.  Sadly, instead of studying to better himself, he indulged in living like a bachelor.  Girlfriends here and there, barkada here and there, laboy here and there, drinking beers here and there.  Without any care for his expecting wife who hasn’t had a single penny in her pocket.  He even totally ignored me for two weeks before I gave birth to our eldest.  When I was in labor for the whole day, he even went to school to meet with his mistresses and barkadas while I was in so much pain.  And even when I gave birth already, it didn’t stopped him from having the time of his life at school.  Still smooching girls here and there, yeah, he’s living the dream aye.

Worst times, ever..  I did nothing wrong during those times..  I was supposed to be taken cared of because of my situation..  I should learned my lesson not to get involved with that kind of man again..  But as stupid as I can get, he and I went back together again after almost a year of being separated..

So I got pregnant again with our second daughter.  And voila!  After several years, I found out that he’s been fucking women here and there again while I was pregnant that second time.  The year was 2003-2004.  And as always, he’s having the most fun and orgasmic years sa kandungan ng mga nakaka-chat nya sa MIRC and with his constant fuck buddy Rhema Felicidario.  Glorious moments of his life aye.

So there, those were the worst worst worst times of my life..  And the best lesson I’ve finally learned?  Not to get pregnant again, especially with him as a father.

Worst times for me are not those times that I don’t have money to budget.  Best times for me are not those times that he’s buying me things.  I like honesty and faithfulness more than money.  But it’s impossible for you to have those traits so I guess I have no choice but to settle to whatever amount you deemed enough for us.

If only you followed Griffin’s advice, we wouldn’t have to live in such miserable life for 13years now..

“The bitterest truths are always better than the sweetest lies.”